Today I went for another piercing, why did i do again after the next day. I don't know maybe is just my heart feel this aching that I don't want to continue. So why not concentrate the pain on the ear, so that's when I have another piercing. For now my heart don't feel that pain, I try to lock up the pain away into the memory.
Another funny thing is that , I was able to have fun in academy and with friends. This really helps me to go on to be another better person. So this time I will try to play different role-model, which is Ice queen with cheerful. That means I will try to be nice, but U won't be able to enter my heart without the right key that have been lost inside me. Wow ~~~ Sound nice right, but who knows to open my heart that have been hurt for so long. If u listen closely and feel me closely maybe u will not hear any heart beat for pain, love , cold and suffering. When u touch my skin u will be able to feel coldness from the darkness which I am in ~~~
Got to go to school for now~~~ 88
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